Berlin, March 2018

I adore my job as a freelance photo editor and photographer. Been doing this since twenty years by now, going through stages of a hell alot of work chasing a career and lately doing much less. Quit all the side projects which used up alot of energy and time and got focused only on one source of income.

Have to stay away from the cold winter months as I shake like aspen leaf and can't move properly. Drink too much wine , smoke and sit around all day in the office's chair or on the sofa. Not good for Parki. I even start limping and only tiping with right fingers on the laptop's keyboard , keeping the left crampy hand hidden on my lap. Still nobody sees my deterioration. Getting up in the morning is the worst. Only tiptoeing as not able to unroll the foot, especially on a hang over day.