Not accepting dissabilities

Berlin, May 2018

A hairless cat called Lady has come to stay with us for a couple of days. She is a weirdo like us and adapts very well to our life style. Running around naked all day and seeking for cuddles whenever desire comes up and activ all night through. 

Joseph and i know very well about our limitations. He has to get focused in learning german where as i have to be more eager in following my goals. With age i lost the ease to learn and focused concentration without getting distracted. I blame myself alot for being lazy in mind amd brain and i admire Joseph 's smart ass master math's brain. How can i relearn to learn again? 

When off travelling i usually take a book with difficult content along as forced to read it if nothing else around and no connectivity accesible. Otherwise i'd be reading the news intensively.

Lady cat leaves us nothing but a pee in my bed when picked up by her owner.