Broken ligament

Portugal, June 2017

Never had broken neither bones nor anything else until that moment i could not get my left leg fast enough off the board as surfing towards the shore line into shallow waters. Hiperextended the knee. 

Have to learn how to deal with vulnerability and humbleness. Its a preview of what i will be expecting in a couple of years when becoming a cripple. My nephews were about to be born so flew to Rio on crutches with trolley. It took me a while to accept the wheel chair at customs to pass through security in Felipe Massa velocity. 

I definitely dont want to end up depending on anyone, so rather think about a practical solution. Best choice so far is jumping off a cliff with heavy weights on in order to get eaten by the sharks on the ground of the ocean.